Do you ever just feel like dying? You just want to stop everything because you are so miserable and hate your life? I am kinda feeling that way... I just want all the hurt and pain to go away. I want him to realize how much I love him. I want my perfect life back. I want him to care. But as time goes on I fear that we grow farther apart, and that you are ok with that. That scares me more than anything...