Things won't get better. No matter what people tell you.

Do you ever just feel like dying? You just want to stop everything because you are so miserable and hate your life? I am kinda feeling that way... I just want all the hurt and pain to go away. I want him to realize how much I love him. I want my perfect life back. I want him to care. But as time goes on I fear that we grow farther apart, and that you are ok with that. That scares me more than anything...